I found your old sweater about an hour ago; I can’t stop crying.
my eyes burn so bad and I think my throat is bleeding but I can’t stop screaming for you
I made my mom cry
I’m not going to school I can’t stand seeing your friends give me stupid pity looks anymore
I need to get drunk so bad but I won’t because I know of you were still here you would never let me drive home drunk but the roads are icy and I want to see you soon
I miss you so much but my lungs ache and I made myself sick and I can almost feel you rubbing my back and pressing your body to mine because I can’t sleep with out feeling your breathing patterns
I miss you so much